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Shit gets tougher.
People gets shittier. Everything sucks so bad. All I want is to go back to my family and friends. The real ones. Not some strangers sheltered under the same roof. Wishing in the cold and humid air. It's useless. Funny how that particular air can make someone feels so lonely and empty. It's a battlefield. This world is. An atrocious, hopeless world. Full of pathetic hypocrites. My heart breaks for them. She's not home. No one genuinely is. Never felt so forsaken until now. Like glasses fell hard and shattered to the ground. Unwanted and worthless pieces of what's left. Hope. It's not enough. Faith. A little too weak for that. Pray. All I'm capable of. In the end, we'll just have to carry on. Because apparently that is the only thing we can do.
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IMMA SHUT MY ASS UP AND LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING
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And so Grey's Anatomy season finale back-to-back episodes It was mind-blowing, tear-jerking, eyes-popping, heart-stopping, breath-taking episode in the history of TV series shows :D Like LITERALYY So, round of a applaused to Grey's Anatomy crew Cristina and Owen FTW Looking forward to watching Season 7 Labels: grey'sanatomyislove |
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Greeting earthlings Yeap, I've neglected this baby since forever Lazy much ? Heck yeah :) Though I've spent my holidays doing pretty much nothing Im still inattentive about updating my blog And also I've got nothing to blog about So, thanks to my awesomely lame bitch, Kaiwee :D She introduced me to Hellcats !! :) :) And now Im hooked on hellcats For some of you who isnt familiar with Hellcats, it's a new TV show starring Aly Michalka, Ashley Tisdale, Robbie Jones, Matt Barr and Heather Hemmens Did I mention Aly Michalka has the hottest body in the history of womankind ? Ohmygod, she has the body of a goddess ! She's pretty too :D And Ashley Tisdale ! I once hated her due to her bimbo-ness in HSM . She abruptly changed into this character who I personally love and adore ! She's not one of those blondes who gets whatever they wish. She's the captain of the Hellcats but she isnt the bad girl type (pheew) Surprisingly a pious girl who believes in god and still a virgin And she totally defines what cheerleading means :) It isnt football groupies . We've to deal with broken legs and ankles, busted wrist, tosses and sweats and cheer as loud as we possibly can but still manage to smile as though nothing is wrong. So any of you who thinks cheerleading is just a bunch of girls with their skirt and pom pom's on Man, You're So W.R.O.N.G :D And speaking of cheerleading..Oh how I miss cheer practises, the never ending fun, the bitch talking, the gossips, the yells and screams from nonetheless the awesome captain, Chaowee :D Oh, GOOOD TIMESS But no offence, I kinda think Marti's a bitch :s She lied to Savannah and yes everybody knows her intention was good but then she kissed Dan when Savannah and him had an argument And Marti freaking hell kissed Dan when she's still in a relationship with Lewis How would Lewis feels and most importantly how would her best friend, Savannah feels .. .. ? We'll see the next episodes  Alright then, till the day :D P/s Im glad Akai, Jukebox Juniors and The box made it to the finalists of Got To Dance UK Good luck :) -EzzaAzrina- -Another.Scripted.Destiny- Labels: Still want you to stay :( |
Remember the first time we met ?
Remember how you used to think Im kinda like the crazy wild ones?
Remember how I thought your the typical-chinese-kind which I was sooo wrong about ?
Remember the first celebration we had ?
Remember the times when we have issues with other people ?
Remember the times you were always there to back me up ?
Remember the times we share our secrets together ?
Remember the times we got busted together ?
Remember the times we did our criminals together ?
Remember the midnight gossips on the phone till god knows when ?
Remember the times we make the lamest, weirdest most grotesque jokes but still laugh like a retarded seal?
Remember the times we literally laughed and clapped our hands like a retarded seal ?
Remember the times you console and comfort me when I was feeling like a total douche ?
Remember the times we make fun of some certain people and not feel bad about it ?
Remember how we insult ah lians and ah bengs so bad we actually act like one ?
Remember when BM was our free and napping time ?
Remember how we make jokes about all the teachers in IJC ?
Remember how we teased Mr. Tee's hair ?
Remember when I told you I hated that someone and eventhough you dont have a problem with her you still hate her ?
Remember when we act like we care but we actually didnt give any damn bout it ?
Remember how we used to hate those celebs and bitch bout them just for fun ?
Remember when we confronted others and feel like we're the king of the world ?
Rememeber how we planned something but at the end nothing comes out exactly like what we planned ?
Remember when I have issues with my weight and all you said was "Shut the eff up!!You're skinny okay bitch" evethough Im not :D
Remember when I said "Bitch, I trust you" ?
Do you ?
I do remember them and will always do
You're like everything to me
You are like a sister to me who calls each other ugly names but still love each other in the end
You are like a mom who supports me till the very end
You are like my diary which I write all my secrets and crushes
You are like my personal psychiatrist who listens to my complaints but still not sick of hearing them
So, practically, you're my lifesaver
Thanks Si Cina ;)
For being there for me
And hell, Im not gonna say
Im never leaving you
Honey, Im truly sorry for the promises I didnt keep
Im sorry for not saying sorry when Im supposed to
Im sorry for not having time to hangout with cha
Babe,
Hearing you
The urge of punching that somebody in the face drives me insane for reminding me we're not gonna see each other as often as I want
But that's the reality right ? You cant escape from reality
It's just
I cant believe Im not sitting beside you anymore
I cant believe my best friend my very own best friend is not gonna bitch bout people with me
I cant believe I wont have recess with you anymore
I cant believe we're not gonna make fun of people anymore
I cant even believe that this is happening
What is school without you ?
More like a death trap in a hell hole
I'd die by the though of
Not having you sitting by my side
Not having you teasing me everyday
Not having to see the lameness of you
Not doing criminals with you and achieve our little bad ass criminals like we own the world
Not confronting others without you
Not going to face the doom's day (PMR) without you
But lemme tell you something woman !
The best thing about me is you, yeah, you
We may be the weirdest partner, we may do the lamest things, we may crack the stupidest jokes, but the best thing about all of that is having to do it with you
You'll always be my bestie even if we're miles apart, even if you're at the side of the world, even if you're gonna do a plastic surgery or whatsoever cause having to meet somebody like you is one in a million
I'd give up the whole world for you
I'll always be there to catch you if you fall
And if somebody hurts you or even make the slightest pain to you, dont hesitate to give me a call cause I'd be there in a moment holding my full loaded shotgun preparing to make that arse regret to have mess with the best
But news flash, I have to let go of something I love, adore, basically my prize possession
I gotcha your back, bratha :D
I trust you with all my life
Thanks for everything
You're forever my bestie/sister/partner in crime
You're the closest to heaven than I'll ever be
You're a gift wrapped with a cute lil ribbon given by God to me
I'll miss you so the very damn fucking much
Our memories we had will last forever
Fuck, you're moving !
p/s Anith, remember our plan to burn MHS down ? Can we still do it ? Because I really really really want her to stay :(
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Mama
Ayah Happy Anniversary Seriously sorry I didnt realize it was your anniversary Bak kata sister gue "botho lah kau" And yes I am stupid I remembered your anniversary a week earlier but crap, why didnt I remember on that day Sorry ma, ayah, I couldnt get you guys anything :( But akak and I made a deal that when we grow up we'll share money and buy you something BIG I cant tell cause it's a surprise :D Sorrrrrrry :( I love you, ma, ayah♥ ♥ ♥ |